I ran to the traffic light opposite the school. I looked at the car. I felt a strange feeling. I feeling that I will be free if I took a single step and I could be in another world. I feeling of gg to be free. I was upset at the time. All my friends friends I thought could last forever I was still thinking tt they will still be my friends even when I grow up. Friends tt I can stay with forever. I liked them a lot. Like sisters, but they... Didn't really like me a lot. They hated me I think... I still thought they treat me like BFF. FAT HOPE! They? Me? In my dreams! They juz treat me lik shit. nothing worth! Juz rubbish. Nothing esle. I'm not special, nice, pretty, good in studies. I am nothing juz trash... I didn't tell my parents if not they will start worrying about this and that. After that, I went to sms them telling them how how I feel of them all telling me in one go. sad Sad and sad. Wad else??? QX was telling me how mean I was feirce, mean, rude, not respecting others. Then, I found out that I wasn't good at all. She said that I think I'm am the vice-chair then I anyhow scold ppl. She said I'm showing off when I get a better marks then them. She said that I talk back at ppl and it was rude. She said that I'm very proud when I got free sms more then other ppl then expect them to sent while I save.I can explain!!!
1. I thought tt they will mind when I write their name on the board. Then the rest of the class thinks that I won't write their names. Then when I wrote their names on the board, I saw angry face but it was the fact that they were talking but I didn't really want to write their name.
2. I wasn't proud! All I wanted was to share m joyness with them. Having good marks is the 'accident'! I never expect myself to get good marks!
3.I talk back is because I didn't want more misunderstanding. But I created more misunderstanding...
4. I was juz telling them I got more free smses...
Ended: 7.10pm
Date: 20/10/2008
3:48 AM
