Waiting for my prince... Vomitting...

Watched HSM3!!!
I like: Can I Have This Dance, A night to remember and now or never(not sure if correct)

{ 3 words, 8 letters, 1 meaning, I HATE U . }

1:07 AM

Troy: Guess now it’s official

Chad: Cant back out, can’t back out, no

Girls: Getting’ ready for the night of nights,the night of nights tonight

Troy: Don’t panic

Chad: PANIC!!!

Jason: Now do we have to dress up for the prom

Zeke: Dude I don’t think we have a choice

Kelsi: Yeah, it’s the night of all nights, gotta look just right

Martha: Dressin’ to impress the boys

Chad: Do I want classic or vintage or plaid

Zeke: Where’s the mirror

Jason: I think this tux is too baggy

Troy: Too tight, it makes me look weird

Gabriella: Should I go movie star glamorous

Martha: Sassy or sweet

Taylor: Don’t know but no one better wear the same dress as me

Boys: It’s the night of our nightmares

Girls: It’s the night of our dreams

Boys: It’s too late to back out of it

Girls: Hey, makeovers, massages

Boys: Don’t know what a corsage is

Girls: Been waitin all our lives on this

All: It’s gonna be a night (can’t wait)To remember (aw man)Come on now, big fun (alright)It’s
gonna be the night (I guess)To last forever (lucky us)Well’ never ever ever forget

Sharpay & Ryan:Gettin’ ready, get gettin’ ready Gettin’ ready, get, gettin’ ready

Sharpay: Go!

Troy: Hey, you been there an hour man

Sharpay: So, what should I do with my hair?

Ryan: Where’s my shaver?

Sharpay: Ooh, I love it

Ryan: I look like a waiter

Sharpay: Should I fluff it?

Both: It’s get later already should be there

Boys: Her mother opens the doorI’m shakin’ inside

Girls: He’s here it’s time, big hours arrived

Boys: Don’t know why?Her father staring me down

Girls: Where is my purse? Lipgloss?Now I’m really freakin’ out

Boys: Then something changes my worldThe most beautiful girl, right in front of my eyes

All:It’s gonna be a night (oh yeah!)To remember (that’s for sure)Come on now, big fun (alright)
It’s gonna be the night (yeah tonight)To last forever (forever more)Well’ never ever ever forget

Boys: Who’s that girl? She’s so fine!

Girls: Who’s that guy? I don’t recognize

Boys: Who’s that girl? She looks so good, yeah!

All: Guess you’ll never really notice, but you probably should Big fun, on the night of nights (alright)The night of nights, tonightLet’s dance, on the night of nights you know we’re gonna do it right

All: It’s gonna be the nightTo rememberIt’s gonna be the nightTo last forever

All: It’s gonna be our nightTo rememberIt’s gonna be the nightTo last forever (forever)

All: It’s gonna be our night (you know it)To remember (all time)Come on now, big fun (to
remember)

All: It’s gonna be the night (love it)To last forever (the rest of our lives)We’ll never ever ever forget

All: It’s gonna be our night (oh yeah)All together (say it loud)Come on now, everyone (that’s right)

All: It’s gonna be a night (yeah tonight)To remember (hear the crowd)

All: And never ever ever never ever evernever ever never ever ever forget!

{ 3 words, 8 letters, 1 meaning, I HATE U . }

12:26 AM

I ran to the traffic light opposite the school. I looked at the car. I felt a strange feeling. I feeling that I will be free if I took a single step and I could be in another world. I feeling of gg to be free. I was upset at the time. All my friends friends I thought could last forever I was still thinking tt they will still be my friends even when I grow up. Friends tt I can stay with forever. I liked them a lot. Like sisters, but they... Didn't really like me a lot. They hated me I think... I still thought they treat me like BFF. FAT HOPE! They? Me? In my dreams! They juz treat me lik shit. nothing worth! Juz rubbish. Nothing esle. I'm not special, nice, pretty, good in studies. I am nothing juz trash... I didn't tell my parents if not they will start worrying about this and that. After that, I went to sms them telling them how how I feel of them all telling me in one go. sad Sad and sad. Wad else??? QX was telling me how mean I was feirce, mean, rude, not respecting others. Then, I found out that I wasn't good at all. She said that I think I'm am the vice-chair then I anyhow scold ppl. She said I'm showing off when I get a better marks then them. She said that I talk back at ppl and it was rude. She said that I'm very proud when I got free sms more then other ppl then expect them to sent while I save.I can explain!!!

1. I thought tt they will mind when I write their name on the board. Then the rest of the class thinks that I won't write their names. Then when I wrote their names on the board, I saw angry face but it was the fact that they were talking but I didn't really want to write their name.

2. I wasn't proud! All I wanted was to share m joyness with them. Having good marks is the 'accident'! I never expect myself to get good marks!

3.I talk back is because I didn't want more misunderstanding. But I created more misunderstanding...

4. I was juz telling them I got more free smses...

Ended: 7.10pm
Date: 20/10/2008

{ 3 words, 8 letters, 1 meaning, I HATE U . }

3:48 AM

Today is the dae tt I hate the most. Today my 'friends' went to a place it is behind the temple near my hse. I knew what it meant when they didn't tell me where they were going and cold towards me. I followed Zhang Man and Sze Ming. They were getting annoyed. They wanted to tell me the truth but was afraid... I was getting a little scared as I knew that I was getting closer and closer to the truth. They took the bus. One stop and they got off it. They kept on walking and they also ran. But I followed. They kept receiving call and also sending msg. I was frightened and sad at the same time. I didn't noe wad to do... Soon the walked to the playground behind the temple near my hse and very near the school. Everyone was there! I was tricked they were not my friends!!! They have been lying to me. Han Yi, Qingxiao, Sab, Swee Ling, Nicholas, Zhang Man and Sze Ming. All of them standing there. Smiling... I was upset that time staring at them... They were like looking angry and pissed off. Then Zhang Man said: "I tell her hor. But you all must agree 1st." Everyone agreed... Then QX came and said " Adeline I want to tell you smth. Even if you are going to cry." I sort of guess wad she was refering to but not tt clear. "We all don't like you. We all noe tt you are trying hard to be our friend but we can't stand you!" Heart was bleeding. Heart tore into many pieces. scattered... Hai! So sad! Tears rolled down my face.

End: 6.47.59pm
Date: 29/10/2008

{ 3 words, 8 letters, 1 meaning, I HATE U . }

3:33 AM

wow HUGE car crash on 7/9/08.. ok lah not v. huge juZ... NVM SOOO Sian... Found out HanZzzz don't like me... she don't like anyone... even QX and SM... Not I sae de hor.... My 'friend'... BUT cannot sae in hu if not... WHACK!!! :'(... haha jkjk... she is not tt bad

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5:49 AM

A lot of ppl think I'm a fierce and mean girl. Do you noe y? This world is either you are the bully or you are the bullied. I was once the bullied one... Once... I didn't like that. No matter how hard I wanted to forget... I can't I hate myself... But wad can I do? Is either Bully or Bullied I don't want to be Bullied so I decided to turn to a fierce person to only person who I will be kind to is my friends and my family... Other then tt NO ONE!!!

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2:34 AM

I found out that I miss out a lot of fun... Not because I had no friends it was because I didn't treasure them... Like Qingxiao. So wad if she had another friend Faridah? She still treat me as her best friend. And I was jealous for nothing. She will still surport me in wadever I do....ALWAYS!! And I find it too late... I shoudn't have doubt our friendship in the very first place... I'm sorry... Will you forgive me? Pls?

I really hope you will... I love this song:
郭靜-下一個天亮
Qingxiao also noe how 2 sing... I found another good friend she is also in the basketball team... She is... HAN YI!!!!! Haha... My audition so lao ya lor... Haha
gtg... bb!!!

HATE KUN JIE!!!

{ 3 words, 8 letters, 1 meaning, I HATE U . }

6:07 AM